I went in for my final consultation today. I was surprised by how I felt upon leaving. I had been so excited for so long.. but today there was just a calm. There was almost a sense of sadness.. of something lost. I like to think of it as something similar to stockholm syndrome.. but hmmm.. I think there might be something more.

Is there a word for when a negative condition is labeled as a false alarm but later becomes quite true? Kinda like someone smells smoke and pulls the fire alarm- later they find it's nothing more than burnt waffles- but then as everyone is {ahaha-ing} about the waffles, the drapes catch fire.. like a false-false alarm..?

Anyway.. I have mono (EBV + spot peak @~ -2 weeks).